February 6, 2012
12-steps, aa, addiction, al-anon, alcholism, alcoholics anonymous, Promises, sobriety
Although now closely associated with 12-step recovery, legends abound when it comes to the Amethyst. Amethyst is a variety of quartz–its violet coloring, which is its identifying feature, can vary from dark purple to pink. It’s been said to contain certain spiritual properties that affect the wearer. While I don’t ascribe to the idea that inanimate objects have any kind of “power”, it is fun to listen to the stories. My favorite legend of the origin of Amethyst is the Greek version (some say it’s Roman).
The Greek god, Dionysius, who was said to be the god of intoxication, let his anger get the best of him one day when he was insulted by mortal man. Vowing to have tigers carry out his sworn revenge More
August 21, 2011
Can You Relate?
12-steps, aa, addiction, al-anon, alcholism, alcoholics anonymous, co-dependency, God, grace, humility, mental health, powerless, prayer, Promises, searching, sobriety
- I have as much sobriety today as someone who quit drinking yesterday.
- The number of years of sobriety will not help anyone stay sober.
- God took away my compulsion to drink from the beginning but most people struggle with the obsession.
- The “passing parade” is very long.
- Sometimes people die before they get recovery.
- Not Drinking is way different from Being Sober.
- Going to treatment more than one time is a waste of money and hope.
- It is “God as we understood Him”– it is not “god of our understanding”; there is a huge difference.
- At 8-10 years of continuous sobriety, the ego kicks into high gear and the ears shut down.
- Recovery only happens one day at a time.
- The same determination to drink (thinking, planning and carrying out no matter the cost) is exactly what is needed for the recovery process. Alcoholics already have what is necessary to succeed.
- God had everything in place for me to stop and stay stopped–I had to want it.
- The more difficult it is, the closer the miracle.
- There are a lot of talented, gifted, intelligent, lovely, funny, caring alcoholics.
- There are no shortcuts to recovery.
About The Family
- Alcoholism is a Family Disease: it’s not just about the alcoholic.
- A person can feel so much pain it is hard to breathe.
- Alcoholism Kills: the Love of the Family, the Hope of the Future, the Joy of Life.
- Consequences: the alcoholic family’s greatest tool.
- We do not need to be ashamed about who we love.
- People quit drinking when THEY are ready and not one split second before that.
- Detachment with love is vital to physical health, not just mental health.
- Much of what we call Help is really an attempt to quell our own emotions.
- A person CAN be mentally and emotionally addicted to another person.
- Al-Anons also hit bottom and have slips.
- Recovering alcoholics begin to drift into Al-Anon at about 18 years of sobriety.
- There is much joy in the Al-Anon rooms.
- There are no shortcuts to recovery.
March 20, 2011
Inspiration, Tools of the Process
12-steps, aa, acceptance, addiction, al-anon, alcholism, alcoholics anonymous, alcoholism, big book, God, mental health, pain, Promises, searching, sobriety
The AA Promises are found in the chapter titled “Into Action” of the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous. There is no formal “The Promises” that the writers of the book have laid out for us; they come from the sentence that reads “Are these extravagant promises?.”
Acknowledging that, the “promises” are a type of “gauge” recovering alcoholics often use to take the pulse of our progress. Alcoholics (and even the people we surround ourselves with) live much of our lives watching others to see how we’re supposed to act. Not that we decided to actually “do it right”, we just often compare ourselves to others and judge ourselves, often very severely, by what “they” are doing or not doing. Ah, the elusive “they”.
I’d like to take a look at those Promises here.
- “We will be amazed before we are halfway through.” — Now, some don’t put this in the “promises”, but I do. Why? Hope. Plain and simple. We can give ourselves permission to hope again. And not after years and years but “before we are halfway through”. I needed that.
- “We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness.” — Talk about paradox. Many an alcoholic chased what we thought would bring us happiness but ended up imprisoned by our desires. Recovery brought us the discovery that we were doing it backwards. And just in case you’re one of them that says they’ve “tried it and it doesn’t work”, just trust me: you won’t recognize it at first. It’s new. And this one comes after only just a little bit of recovery.
- “We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it.” — Ok. This one takes a little more time and a LOT more work. Yes, I won’t sugar-coat recovery. There are things we must do in order to get what we’ve never had. Our past is what fueled much of our continued drinking. And the more we drank, the more “past” we had to forget. The 12 steps are designed to get us through this.
- We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace.” — Serenity? Peace? Alcoholics and their families only know one word: CHAOS. You may be familiar with the old story about the frog swimming in a pot of water. As the water slowly comes to a boil, the frog doesn’t jump out because he adapts to the small changes in temperature. And he cooks to death. The tragedy lies in the familiar. We’ve lived in chaos so long that it seems normal to us. It doesn’t have to be that way.
- “No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. Self-seeking will slip away.” — The last thing an active alcoholic is interested in is anybody else. Not that we have no feelings for others. After all, we have relationships, we marry, care about our children. But the drink is our lover. We think about it, plan around it, nurture it, won’t go anywhere it won’t be but if we have to, we’ll drink before we go. We “go to any lengths” to keep it in our lives. When taken altogether, that’s a lot to turn around. When taken a day at a time, it can be and has been done no matter how much we’ve messed up. You might even want to start a blog so others can benefit!
- “Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. Fear of people and of economic insecurity will leave us.” — Ever been afraid of the mailbox? The telephone? No? So as an active drinker, you look forward to getting your bills? How about legal notices or calls from their lawyer? What about facing your family, friends, co-workers? It’s easy to outrun bill collectors, but not quite as easy to outrun the hurt/angry/disappointed/tired looks from your family. This can all change. I repeat. This can all change. It is possible. It happened to me.
- “We will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us.” — Now this is funny! ME? EVERYTHING baffles me! And I only knew of one way to handle it…run the other way! That was MY intuition! The people I’d surrounded myself with LIKED to take care of things for me. They must because they’d let me know I couldn’t possibly be able to take care of myself by always getting me out of scrapes. And when that last person finally walked away, I found this promise and held on tight. Today it’s a reality.
- “We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.” — I’d always felt God was too busy for me. He knew what I was doing but since I was pretty much useless, I never felt He had time for me. But when I finally got to the end of myself, God was there to bring me along. I heard in meetings not to give up before the miracle happens. I think this is what they were talking about.
“Are these extravagant promises? We think not. They are being fulfilled among us-sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. They will always materialize if we work for them.”
Don’t quit. Hang in there. Place one foot in front of the other. Put your energy into today and don’t borrow tomorrow’s trouble. Pray because God is listening. Surround yourself with healthy-thinking people. Get involved in helping others even when you don’t feel like it. Call someone who knows what you’re going through. And then do it again and again.
Turns out, they can say it because they’re right.
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